good morning. I have my pre-up appointment today. after next week will be my procedure. my babe gave me some money and he gave me 30 bucks to give to my daughter. I am marrying him I hope you know this. he is the only man that gave me money right now. so I need to be with him. but yeah I have some money for my bundle package. I can only afford right now 50 bucks. but yeah I got to tell my guardian I have a job. but yeah anyways I'm hoping I'll be dysplasia and cancer free after the 23. I want to stay for my family. my brother and dad and my nephew and my girls and my sister in law. ya know. I have a feeling me and my brother will be here for a while. but yeah you never know. but yeah my man gave me some money I can get my haircut and get coffees for me bestie and me Saturday. he gave me 20 for coffee. and my money for my haircut. I am in love with him because he's a sweet man. he's Asian. he's a cute nerd I love him. I think he wants to take it slow because he's nervous. I don't blame him tho it'll be better if we take it slow. I got to tell my guardian about him. because I want to meet him when he gets back from his business trip. he's the only man that sent me money before I met him . he's mine forever. it was aggravating me that guys were hitting me up to get them a gift card and never gave me anything neither I hate saying it but I have a big thing with using my mans cash lol. I just wanted to feel like a queen ya know. it's a woman girly thing a lot of girls like that. wherever they are. but yeah I'm happy with this one. he doesn't want me to give him nothing but I'm gonna buy him presents. I want to do that ya know. I am praying I get my clients. my man is my client too lol. I love him more then anything already.