good morning? where the real people at? I'm just hanging out. I have work today 1 to 5. fun ain't it. it's mother's day today. I got to work on mother's day. but I ain't celebrating it because my mom is in heaven. but I say happy mother's day to everyone gonna be saying happy mother's day at work. but yeah I am just waiting to eat some lunch. I never have time to eat breakfast lol. we got no money me and my roommates. I ain't gonna have it neither. I'm hoping Monday or Tuesday my card comes. that would be amazing. I'd be so excited because then my payee can add money . sigh.. I've been without actual money for months. it ain't healthy I don't think there supposed to do that to me. but yeah idk. works been going good.. but there's drama. I hate it. I just like it good ya know. but yeah some guy found me. idk.. I'm in a mood where I just don't feel like dating. like it hasn't been that good. I'm tired of being mistreated ya know idk it's just ridiculous what I go through and I don't have the words to explain it. but I'm hoping today's gonna be awesome. but yeah I miss my mom. I cried so much last night over my mom I didn't get a chance to cry when she died. I was just empty the moment I heard the words. I thought my dad was joking but he wasn't. it's hard on my brother too. I feel bad. he does an amazing job cleaning the house and taking care of his kid. I'm proud of him. but yeah idk I'm just praying for us to find our way.