had a good day at work. met a lot of nice people. one guy said I do incredible work and others thanked me for servicing. It really made me happy. I wish I could do this all year round ya know. but yeah I am just chillin.. I took out some money for me. gave my kid some money the other day so she could get food. or whatever. gave her an early Christmas present. and I plan on sending her something else soon if I can.. I'm a little late. I might have to just send money. I don't know.. I'm not sure what to get my kid. I want to get her Y2K jeans she loved so much. but yeah I wish I could just stay with my job. I have 4 days left and then I got to look for another job. but I did just apply to one. I've been doing that everyday pretty much. but tomorrow I have my appointment I'm checking to see if I have a sinus infection because I can't breathe out of my nose. that well. it's a lot better then it used to be. I'm praying for my man.. I just want my sshnoogy. I would like to get a place together or have him come live with me. but you know how those case workers and all them are they don't let you have a life like other families. we'd have to be in the shelter together ya know.