i remembered a day i have been in school, i did have true friends at the time but then i was broken, when i get home i just sit play games, watch streamers then get banned from them, i didn't wanna care because of the situation i was in, didn't always feel good, and i didn't care, at lunch i just usually just get my food at the Cafe what they called it, go outside stand on to one of the railings and eat, everyone was look at that one guy, that what i thought in my head because i known from reality that no one cared, my heart and thinking Process wasn't Capable from interacting other people inside the school, at time to time, i just posting these maybe i'll found them sooner are later, maybe in 20 years, if i am steal operating.
people are lucky to have someone they love so much, but a sad soul lucky me is just going to be dark for long i stay alive, nothing can ever be capable as what i have been going though, i will never found along with my preferences i'm just going to be there, and only just to be there, with no one else but be being broken with .. . . . .... no other fix to it