i was playing some of my games I downloaded some new ones. I got to get into my rummy and solitaire game though. I love those games a lot was my mom's game. we always played rummy but in my mom's way so it was a lot of fun we played with 7 cards. but yeah I'm so tired. I'm trying to figure out if I can take my new meds now. I got a bunch of new medicines the covering doctor gave me new inhalers and allergy meds. finally something my insurance can cover but the ones I got are a lot better then the ones I used to have. it was such a pain in the ass I'd always have to call my doctor to make it a prescription. I have to take prescription meds because of my roommate program it's pretty cool that they have this program. prescriptions are better I think now a days. but yeah I'm just also trying to get on birth control and a weight loss medication to help me lose weight. I have a stomach and I ain't happy I'm fat lol so I'm gonna lose it all and I need to figure out how to get to the gym. there's a program or a paper where I can fill out and then I'd get free Uber rides through my program so I'm gonna do that when I move to my new apartment. I'm on the waiting list but idk I have to check idk what it's gonna say when Im next. anyone have any idea? but yeah maybe they'll call my guardian. but yeah they definitely gonna let me know when that happens. because my roommates probably gonna have more then one baby so I might as well prepare to go back on my own it be a hell of a lot cheaper I think on section 8 working 4 days a week for 4 hours I'll just have to pay 300 a month but I'd have my SSI too. so.. idk I think that everyone's confused because SSI tells them that no they ain't gonna pay us anything and then the rules are that they do have to do that for disabled people like I'm disabled my back is doing better but it kills me at the 5th hour so I can only work part time 4 hours a day. ya know.. that's all. but I did see if I can get another job I saw a flyer at my other program and there hiring part time so I asked my guardian but I sent that email Friday so I probably won't hear back til Tuesday. they have there meetings on Mondays and our team meeting is coming up in June. but yeah idk... I'm nervous to go back on my own but I'll see what happens I'm waiting until I'm more confident and I can do my job completely at mb ya know. so idk . but yeah I love my job I just wish I was with people that love me.. I mean most of them all talk to me . all of them have talked to me but yeah I just don't want to get on anyone's nerves because I gotta ask for help. you know it gets confusing because one of the turkeys or which ever one doesn't say boiled ham or like oven roasted turkey or chick ya know so when customers ask me they want half a pound of that it just gets confusing because I don't know what I'm looking for. but I'll be back just got a weird message from my roommate