im so excited!? I finally have money lol this feels good. indeed. but yes just hanging out. I'm taking a break from the games. I am playing more then one. but yeah I am just getting tired. I got to go to bed in an hour. I have to do meetings tomorrow. but yeah it sucks because my nurse called me I had to call her back but she said that my stage was high but they couldn't tell if I had cancer. they didn't know which high grade it was. so idk but I'm gonna have to do a leap procedure. so.. I am going to do that and hopefully the dysplasia or cancer will be gone. but yeah I was so sad today because of that news but I had some awesome news and that I am making my money. finally a real game I can play and make. I have to purchase a little cash to get the money and you can only cash out once a day but I like that groundness it's so I don't go crazy spending money. but yeah cuz I'll be so happy when all that cash comes in
but yeah I'm grateful. I think God or someone did it for me because of me having my illness. idk they said they can't tell if the cancer is happening so idk if I should say I have cancer or it's in the beginning stages idk she didn't sound so happy when she started telling me so maybe I do have cancer but they want to stop it so I'm going to do that. but I've accepted that if God wants to take me which I hope I get to see him but I don't want to leave my brother and my daughters you know. they need me and need me to give them money so I'm working on it. hopefully it just takes me a week to play everything I was hoping to have a paycheck but I want to keep my job too. I mean in 2 months if I still don't keep having clients then idk I might have to let it go. maybe I could try for 3 months and see what happens. something good has to come out of it ya know. it's a good experience to professionally build yourself as a business person you get the benefits of working from home and all that. I do have to go to conventions though. so idk I think I'd have to end me having a guardian. they did mention if I had my own business I'm assuming they can help with that. idk why they wouldn't want to. I want to grow and do things ya know. I want to go see my boss even tho it's my business it's really his business ya know. but it be cool to meet him he's probably the most popular guy alive. I got to see him on the meeting video so it was cool. but I'm so fortunate to be making money I got to help my brother and my nephew and help my kids. so I'm gonna work on it. but good night everyone have a good night.