Just paid my phone. im gonna have a smoke then go in the shower. im drinking my coffee.. you know i just want to find love ya know.. but it doesn't happen. idk what im doing wrong but I cant wait forever ya know. ive tried so much praying to God to give my my good man and he never did so idk. but yeah I am just hanging out. I have work today 4 to close. I have Friday and saturday off idk about sunday.. but yeah hopefully I hear from that other job ya know. ill see what happens.