MY LIFE ATE WORTH VAULE WITHOUT MY GIRLFRIENDS
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My two girlfriends are lucky enough to be together right now. They're coloring, laughing, and just enjoying each other's company. It makes me happy to know they're making memories together.

As for me, I'm at home, sitting in my chair on my laptop, playing games, posting on social media, and thinking... and thinking... and thinking some more.

Things at home haven't been easy. My dad is a good person, but my mom has changed, and living here has become really difficult for me. I also can't stay at one of my girlfriends' houses for long anymore, and I wish I could spend more time with them.

I love them both so much—more than words can explain. They mean everything to me, and I feel like I belong with them, just as they belong with me. Sometimes I worry that I'm doing something wrong or that I'm not enough, even when they've given me no reason to think that.

It's hard for me to be by myself. I try to keep myself distracted with my laptop and other things, but this house holds a lot of painful memories. I've gone through three laptops, around seventeen phones, two iPads, nine TVs, and more over the years, but none of those things compare to the memories I've made with my two girlfriends.

Those moments with them are the happiest memories I have, and I love them both with all my heart.