sooo I'm excited that falls coming back... was just thinking about how exciting it is to buy pumpkins and decorating. i love our main holidays.. but yeah it sucks because my brother and dad aren't calling me. so idk what im gonna be doing. but I think.. if I get some money im gonna hopefully be able to fly my daughter down. otherwise I'll be home. unless with Laura. my best friend. I used to go to school with her sister. and her sister don't talk to me neither anymore. i stopped talking to our other friend she's still best friends with because all she did was correct me and idk who these people are anymore ya know. i know your probably saying let them go.. and I did except for Laura. i have a feeling to keep her in my life. and besides it's wicked hard to be friends with anyone im busy most of the time working or playing games to make money. I go out sometimes but like yesterday my friend was waiting for her package and couldn't hang so its really both of us. i mean now I think ill have 3 days off so I can hang out with her atleast once a week now. but yeah its so hard to make friends. one friend I made she didnt have a car and my roommate isn't about to drive to Manchester ya know besides I los5 my Facebook now so I cant talk to my other friends.. i don't have there numbers. but I'll be back