well, gotta leave for work.. im just hanging out... ill be leaving in a few minutes.. yeah it's so exciting I get to deal with the craziness lol. but yeah ill be glad when im home ya know. but yeah nothing new happening. leaving in 5 minutes.. sigh idk I'm gonna see if I can get every other weekend off though. and i hope to get pumpkins this year myself i feel like shit too much if im poor and people doing things for me I should be doing shit myself ya know.. im a grown woman and I have to be independent. I never had a man take care of me.. but yeah idk can't wait to get there.