well, I just sent an email and message to my old boss and the company to see if I can reapply for the job because my payee said with the other commission job that I could give them there email. so I am assuming it's alright with this. this was an actual job so we did meetings and everything so I am trying to get my job back. so *fingers crossed* but yeah I made my bed and did my nails and now I got to sweep and mop my floor so I'm gonna do that now. anyways I'm praying I get my job. if God loved me he would help me work because that's my heart is working ya know it's always been my passion and I am praying for a miracle. and I need to work remote anyways. idk if God just wanted me to try getting a harder job but this is hard too because you got to be able to speak to people. you got to get leads ya know so you can sell containers so but I actually loved that job I'm annoyed because it's not okay with one guardian but it's alright with the other one If they knew there information then I could've stayed with my company ya know.. idk but I'm praying I get it and can make my money now. so amen for miracles because I don't think they are gonna hire me at the pizza place.