well, my friend is gonna be here in 5 minutes. i don't feel good now. ugh im gonna bring a coke with me and my water. ill probably snack on some lunch meat for dinner. we are allowed to test the food. so thats good. cuz I'm broke as hell. Hopefully soon. anyways that mentor lady isn't messaging me back she must be busy or I scared her away lol. I got to go to work at my other job anyways ya know. but yeah I'm just hanging out. im gonna head outside once my friend is here. I hope tonight goes by quick I gotta do two more days.. then im off Wednesday. yay me .