Well, my payee sent me money for Christmas so I ordered a new night table it's white it's cute off Amazon 19 bucks. and then I ordered a pair of sweats and some tank tops on SHEIN and then I gave my daughter 30 more bucks I gave her 50 and 40 before for Christmas so I hope that is good
I asked her to spend it on her for presents and she wanted money to buy her friends presents and her boyfriend but I did ask for her to get something for herself so hopefully she does but it's okay I know how she feels she wants to buy her friends stuff. that's all I wanted to do too still do. I was hoping to give them 40 each lol I have 5 best friends. well 3 the other two are guys and I've never been able to get them anything.. ever.. but yeah no theyve never gotten me Christmas or birthday presents but I never have a party.. I was sick 2 years ago. sometimes I still am but I'm a lot better. but yeah I need a man.. it's driving me crazy. I want him to do all these things and take me shopping. I really need my man to do that right now. idk how much longer I can wait. 2 years ago I was feeling that lonely pain and it hurt and bothered me so much plus I was starving to death. I was in a bad place but yeah ya know idk I've gotten myself plenty of stuff I need to go shopping for my man too ya know.. I guess he don't want anything. because he ain't here. lol.. I'm sorry how I think I can't help it.