well was just watching some videos its an overtime thing. but yeah nothing new.. I gotta go to work in an hour and a half.. ugh I don't feel like it now but I'll feel better when I get there. its always like that.. but yeah just bored. I got to get out of the house for a little while anyways I hope I have a ride home after. I dont think my roommates are coming back today. but yeah they'll probably call me an Uber again idk. I dont like them to waste there money that's why I am trying to get free uber rides but yeah idk.. i just felt like posting. idk.. I hope works exciting.. idk it probably is busy.. im working 4 hours.. so its not even that bad. but yeah idk.. I dont feel like I have time to play my game.. i was taking a break. but yeah idk I don't have a life. I don't have much money it was for my smokes
but I plan on playing my game everyday so I'll have some cash at the end of the month.. but yeah idk like I said I hardly have a life and I got to play my game anyways so I have some money ya know.. I found some good apps. so im really thankful to have that. I prayed for it a lot I need to do some stuff for me.. idk.. I need to get a haircut.. I was gonna grow it out but my hair is irritating me.. it just in my face it drives me nuts lol. 🤣 but yeah i need to soon get new smokes but I got some left. but yeah idk what else to do.. I hope I have a day off tomorrow or Monday or something. I should have 3 days off a week now. im hoping.. my roommate was saying he takes me too much to work and my appointments so im just trying to make it better for my roommate. i know its a lot to do ya know..soon I'll have free uber rides but these people are telling me I can't use it a lot so idk I cant use an uber everytime or to go to the gym.. i have to use the uber when I dont have work on the days I work so idk.. this system just doesn't want to do shit. idk. I gotta start going to the gym I haven't gone because my roommate is busy with his baby and family ya know. I never get to do anything. but idk I just can't wait to get my own apartment. ya know.. i am hoping it happens soon. I really want to be in hudson ill be closer to my work it'll be cheaper for my uber rides ya know. but yeah idk..ill probably be able to get an uber for my smokes etc.. ya know maybe if I can work on my game money ill have money to buy my smoke packs that be nice. id like that ya know. I have been wanting to go back to that. I aint ever quitting. ill probably only drop dead the day I quit it happened to somebody so. they quit a couple days before and they died. so I don't want to quit. besides my mom was a smoker ya know.. i rather just smoke for her now that she's gone ya know.. I havent been right since my mom died last year. its hard without her ya know. she was my best friend. my brother isn't talking to me and my dad dont call.. there probably mad at me or they don't care for me to be in there life. idk.. I tried being there family ya know.. I just got my daughter my oldest. ya know.. and my best friend she lives in mass. so I hardly get to see her but I told her to move up here. but yeah its all a pain in the ass though with housing etc.. they dont do miracles for people.. idk who is working their but it sucks because us single moms get no help.. well idk.. i mean yeah im in a program.. i just don't like these people because they hurt us innocent people I mean I know I smoke and break the laws a little but seriously I don't trust most people out there.. but yeah idk man I wish I could get away from it. but yeah im sick and tired of my health issues too.. but yeah idk hope everyone has a good day.. im just gonna be at work after.. in an hour I'm leaving.. its raining too a little. i feel gloomed. I dont like napping tho right now but oh well I'm gonna go I could type for hours but yea.. stay cool!