well went to womens care today and the doctor didn't see any cancer so that's good. but he gave me another pap so I'll see if I have to do the leap procedure. but I'm thankful it hasn't turned to cancer and hopefully they can keep it away. but yes I had sorta an interview with this financial place I'm waiting to do the webinars. and hopefully we will get to where we need to be. I'm praying it's not commission I can't remember if it said that he did answer a couple of my questions we don't need our license and it's not a life insurance place like that. and there's free training 6 days a week. so that is cool. I'm thinking about doing this job. it seems normal so.. I think this time it is a real job. *fingers crossed* but yeah I am just waiting to do the webinars and get going onto the next steps. I am looking forward to it. it's broker financial stuff work. which I can do no problem and I also got a message from someone from my school and he might be able to get me a job. he offered something about me working at his job. so I'll see. I was praying for good news for us all. and I'm excited because my roommate said I can get them presents. lol guess whose going shopping for my roomies!!! mee lol. I can't wait. I hope my job is a regular paycheck. praying big time. I think I need it to be I never knew exactly why I just know it's difficult so if it's anything other then a regular paycheck. but I have my class tonight I got to email my professor and see where the class is.