well went to work and filled out the paperwork. I am glad I went. I'll find out in a week when I can do orientation and start working. hope it'll be good news. but yeah I am just chillin.. bored at home. I can't wait to do shopping. *fingers crossed* I hope I will be able to do that. but yeah I can't wait to pay my phone and get my own tobacco and vape. I need a new vape. oh well got to wait. but yeah I am just hanging out. I can't go to school unfortunately because I can't take out any more financial loans according to the payee and guardian. I don't know what the rules are on that. but yeah I'm just gonna have to wait. I'll be playing my game in the mean time. I can work at my store and salvation army. so I'll see what my schedule is. but yeah anyways I am just bored. I can do free classes wherever it is my guardian didn't know what classes the place has available but I'm checking it out. but I can probably do my Google certificate. so I'll probably do business or it. or data. idk. I'll figure it out when I start getting paid. I got to send my paycheck to them so.. anyways idk... I better get some money though but I think they will give me enough. I just need enough to get clothes etc maybe some food at market basket for my phone and then my smokes and vape. I want to work on quitting or smoking less but the way my body reacts to needing a smoke is not like everybodys I get sick in the morning if I don't have one. it goes away once I do that. but yeah I'll see what happens maybe I can just vape from now on. I'll pray and see if it's for me.