I lost my wife 4years ago and it still like a dream to me. She was sick for a very short time so it is still devastating to me through this each day. This is a hard time right now with the holiday, to try to explain how I feel now would be impossible, as I have said and thought so many times the living alone I am starting to feel is better about the being lonely will I believe always be the same for me💔. I can truly say God will dry your tears. There's a lesson to be learned in the process. He softens you heart, and teaches you to have compassion for others. I would love to share my feelings with you if you don't mind being friends. I would love to share my grieves with you...