good morning, got work today.. im just home like always. but yeah might get a coffee and bring it to work. either that or wait tomorrow. idk. i gotta ask my friend cuz he is picking me up . but yeah nothing new happening. im gonna work on some money because I need to get some lunch meat. I have lunch meat but the mb golden roasted turkey tastes like the turkey they used to have so its making me gag. idk why I can't just like that turkey but I need some peppered salami. that's my fave or thin and trim turkey or ham. I need to eat healthier thin and trim is low sodium. I think its 7.99 for a pound right now its usually like 10.99 for a pound. I think idk nobody tells me anything if the price dropped. but yeah you know when your poor it's so expensive. I used to be like wow how am I gonna survive ya know. but things will work out but anyways yeah the thin and trims are actually soo good they have better flavor. I think one lunch meat tastes wicked salty but I cant remember which one but some of the cheese is salty.. but I need so low sodium cheese and turkey so im gonna see if my roommate can get that instead. if not then ill just do it. he wanted me to save up is what he wanted me to. but yeah my payee messaged me I missed her email she emailed me Wednesday but she's gonna give me the money for the phone so im excited. ill get that every 21 woohoo. but yeah i got my eye doctors tomorrow.. i have to get new glasses. and then I have my psychiatrist im s
getting on new meds and getting off most of them is what she wanted but my guardian she wants me to stay on the shot idk.. i think its just one more appointment I cant squeeze in ya know a lot of them I have 2 appointments in a day ya know idk I love my nurse tho..ive been going to see her since in ny 20s. long time. but yeah idk i guess it'll be fine to keep the shot but idk.. why they want me to stay on it.. hopefully my psychiatrist can convince her to let that go so im not ODIng on medication. because that could happen ya know. but nope aint dead yet. but yeah I dont eat a lot of food because I didn't want my body used to eating because I am always stuck poor ya know but it would be nice to be able to get actual food now.. im glad I have my games so maybe I can work on that get some money for food.. but yeah I got to see my daughter too. so I technically don't have the money for like half the year idk.. ill see what happens. I am putting away 20 every month so I can see my daughter too so ill see. Ill see if I can put more money away. maybe ill be able to see her for Christmas if I save up. but yeah I think I'd only be able to afford for me going where she is.. i don't have it to fly hey boyfriend down so ill just go up. but I want to meet him and his mom.. so maybe i can just stay at there house for a week. so good plan I think. but yeah idk if ill be able to see her this Christmas but next year definitely. probably will visit next summer. but yeah nothing else going on. I might have to buy my daughter her Halloween costume. I feel terrible because I didn't have a job last October so.. i hate saying I can't ya know.. i should be able to do those things for them. but now I can do it this year so ill do that. but yeah gotta jump in the shower be back later. 👋 bye!