Good morning, I am just chillin.. hope all is good. got work today I'll be home later. I have to get ready and do my normal routine. woohoo. but yeah can't wait to get my night table and my sweats and tank tops. idk what else to get. hmmm. I can't think of anything.. when it's summer I need some new shorts. lol. that's all I can think
I do want to get some dress pants for my jobs if I get a new job. I hope I do I can't live without working but I want to get paid like so I can work less to spend more time with family and my friends but my brother wouldn't have time unfortunately.. unless he works at my job with me maybe then.. idk. I'm glad I have my wallet phone case I don't need to bring my purse now I love my new purse. the place I pay rent Santa was there at there office they gave me a 35 dollar Walmart gift card.. so I bought myself some stuff. found things at Walmart for 9.98 it was nice I love those deals im such a cheap person lol I love the deals I got ear muff headphones etc. idk if I'll get anything else for Christmas my brother is supposed to give me a Christmas present. I hope it's 40 bucks so I can get my nose pierced. I've been dying to do that and get a tattoo. I want at least one tattoo. before I die. lol. idk if we have another life coming I've been wanting to live life to the fullest. but yeah I'm glad I bought a new night table my old one the leg is going and I don't think my roommate knows how to fix that it's kinda thought to me to try and fix it I definitely can't. I know nothing about cars except for the oil battery and transmission
like I knew with my car it was the transmission and it was I didn't get a chance to fix it the dealership took it i got behind unfortunately. I don't think I'll be getting a car in the future unless I can keep my section 8 and pay 300 a month for rent then I can get a car but I think my guardian is gonna want to pay off my old car first.. I want to cry I'm in so much debt. I shouldn't of gotten a car but it was driving me nuts. and I think they should change the rules when you work you should be able to have a good SSI check. I want to either work full time but my guardian wants me to work part time so I have my SSI but they said all id get is 100 .. it makes no sense. I even wondered if they weren't paying my bills ya know but they said SSI said I was making too much. but I need to work so idk.. but whatever it'll get done once they start taking my checks. there better at managing it then I am. I can't even do it right now. I'll get myself something and give all my money to my daughter like I did. but I worry to the point about her and plus I feel guilty because we haven't been able to be in each other's lives and she's on her own out there. I feel horrible ya know. so IDC I put my daughter first ya know.. I also take care of me too I just got some volume 5 shampoo it was 1.19 ya know I never get expensive stuff.. I really though want to get my mom's perfume. she passed away 3 months ago due to an aneurism. I miss her a lot and just want to smell her lol. but yeah anyways sorry about me.. I like to get my thoughts out idk if it's too much. well, I got to take a shower..I'm running late I woke up at like 530 I woke up at 5 and was still in my sleep I shut it off and fell asleep again. I've been taking 2 sleeping medication because I'll wake up at 2 or 3 am on one pill and I won't be able to go back to sleep I have insomnia completely. it sucks I miss being able to regularly fall asleep. but oh well ya know.. my meds definitely work when I take 2 I've been sleeping since. but I hope everyone has a good day stay warm if your out in new England and be safe