good morning, I am just hanging out. nothing new. waiting for my rice cooker to be delivered but that's probably gonna be this evening. my tongue rings are coming too. I can't wait. but yeah nothing new. I just wish I could be with a man that will be crazy about me and I can be crazy about him. but yeah I hate it getting excited and crazy over someone you can't be with ever. Especially when they are important to people. ya know.. idk.. I'm crazy about someone and I can't have them
or maybe I'm not crazy about them idk
I don't want to say I'm crazy about someone and hurt the love of my life. because if he's out there I want him with me ya know. idk.. I didn't want to let my soulmate down by liking all the wrong people. ya know. or if my soulmate is married then how do I move on ya know.. I'm gonna have to let him go
so it all sucks. but yeah anyways I am just done being alone now I think. anyways I love my dresser my room looks so nice now that all my clothes are out of the way. and I went through my desk drawers and I through most of everything away. and I organized the top so it looks good now. but yeah anyways idk. I am just bored. dreaming of being in his arms and waiting for that day.