I believe you know how much I love you. I also believe you know that, deep in my heart, you are the only person I have chosen and the only person I have ever hoped to marry and spend the rest of my life with.

So please, help me understand—why are you treating me this way? Why are you doing this to me after all the promises we made to each other? I have always believed that your happiness matters to me, and I have tried my best to make you happy and make you feel loved. But sometimes, I find myself asking, why doesn’t my happiness matter to you too? Why do I have to feel this much pain and uncertainty?

Honestly, I can't sleep, and I can't concentrate on anything. My heart is heavy, and I feel confused, hurt, and frustrated because I don't understand what is happening between us. I keep thinking about everything we shared, everything we promised, and everything I hoped we would become.

But if God has decided that this is a journey I must leave behind, then I will accept His will, even if it hurts me deeply. I have no hatred toward you, no grudge, and no evil intentions. Despite everything, my heart is free from hatred because I genuinely cared about you and loved you.

If I have hurt you in any way, knowingly or unknowingly, please forgive me. I am truly sorry. It was never my intention to cause you pain. All I ever wanted was to love you, to be loved by you, and to build a peaceful and happy life together.

Whatever happens from this point forward, I pray that God gives both of us peace, wisdom, strength, and understanding. And no matter how painful this moment is, I will always be grateful for the love and memories we shared.