I really like to have a lot of friends you know. just want people to love me so I can love them. it's been hard having to deal with people letting me go. but now I just find myself leaving. but I made a friend at church and I have my boss and my other friend. I was thinking of joining this program you can meet people. so, I'm going to check it out. there's probably activities and I hate doing activities. I wonder how I ever made it through school when I was a kid. but yeah nothing new. just waiting for my packages. I got a few things. I can't wait for my rice cooker and my tongue rings. that's gonna be nice. but yeah I hate using my roommates dishes. I used to never mind helping myself but now I hate it. I want my own stuff while I live here lol. but yeah idk..I hate being single. I'd give anything to have my man right now. idk who he is but dang baby your mine. always.