I wish my kid would video chat with me but I probably won't have time when I start working. I hope I get that assistant job. no experience required and paid training I think it said but it did say training. anyways I'll be going to church Sunday
tomorrow I'm thinking of going to the gym at least to pick up my membership card. and I got to go to the post office to see if my package is there
I hope they will still have it. but yeah anyways doing nothing.. I had to go home because I ended with a stomach ache. so yeah idk. I don't have work anymore for right now. hopefully tomorrow that job will message me. but yeah I didn't do the other job because it said commission
I don't want to do that work
I want my regularly weekly paycheck. I have to because of my guardian I think this one said to wait or something idk but it's easier for them I think. but yeah I miss working for my boss. but he runs the church so I'll see him and my coworker Sunday. she's sick right now and so am I. it sucks. I got tested for the flu and COVID it was negative so it must be because of my antibiotics. well, I don't know how many times I got to ask God for my soulmate. I've been waiting for that to happen for forever. I don't picture myself alone ever so. waiting still. sigh.. it sucks.. maybe he's dead or something. well, nothing new.. just depressed now I hope everybody don't have to go through what I go through but I feel like he's having us all go through a bunch of stuff. you don't wait for life to make something happen because if you wait you'll be waiting forever. so keep going. that's what I do.. I don't know I guess that means too not to wait for my soulmate. because I'll be waiting forever. I think that just means some people are a douche for not caring about me enough or anyone for that matter. but whatever. there ain't nobody for me here no good looking dudes to be with I don't want it anyways because I feel guilty I feel like my soulmate mightve been a good man so I have to wait for him.. I try talking to other people and I try to find him and it ain't them no matter who so there's no point. I was only made for my man and my loved ones and I bet everyone feels the same way about there man and you are
you are made to walk worlds together. so never give up. make love stay strong right the hardest battles and outcome it.