I'm renewing my license today and hopefully get a call back from the nurse soon so I know what my results are but I'm sure it won't be anything because the doctor didn't see any cancer so I am glad. but I'll see what happens. I'm waiting to see when they want to do the procedure. I'm gonna have to see if we can do it tomorrow I have my interview Friday. I need to renew my license today so that way if I get hired I can drive there cars. but yeah nothing new. I am just chillin. I have class tonight. I'll see if maybe I can get the procedure done today but I'm not sure they will do it today but I'll find out. I got to go to the DMV first though. but yeah nothing interesting happening in my love life. I am talking to someone but nothing is really happening. I look forward to getting my own place again. I hope I'll be able to soon. I think I'm just gonna get an apartment through section 8 hopefully. I'm praying I can live in Hudson ya know. but then I'm gonna need to figure out how to get to work. I'll probably have enough to Uber. it's a manager job but it's 17 an hour idk if we can take the car home. it's a pizza place. I'll see tho. but yeah idk.. I am just thinking that ya know I won't be meeting a good guy. I wanted my soulmate but maybe he's happier with someone else idk. the heavenly father has his reasons right now maybe he's keeping him safe for me. I am trying my best for my daughters to get a job. my daughter needed 9 bucks for something to eat so I sent her 10. I don't have much money left I got to use my 50 bucks for my license. but yeah I am just hoping to get at least this job. I'll have to drive 45 minutes to another location too but I can do it I did have a car and was driving all over the place doing Lyft and Uber. I do miss my job. I'll probably see with my guardian if I can get another car sometime but I have to pay my car off. it should be done in a couple years. I got to let them know my paychecks need to go to my payee. so *fingers crossed* that they will train me to be a manager. I mean I've watched how my old manager taught the ones she was making managers so I know all that still. you need to remember how to make the pizzas and when to put the garlic and sauces on the bread sticks. there called something idk if the dominos in my town changed the breadsticks but I'll find out. but yeah I am just chillin.. thinking about work and my school and stuff. I am just hoping I get there. it's gonna take me 4 years I don't think I'll be able to add classes I don't want to overload myself neither I have to manage time management with my school work if I get a job soon I have to balance that all out so.. don't want to give myself that much because then ill probably get overwhelmed. but I know I can do it. life is all about learning you don't blame yourself for having to take a rest you learn from it and try again ya know. I'm sure I'll forget a topping probably. but I still know how to make the pizzas. well I think God is saying it's time to be a cook so. gonna do my best if they train me. I still know how to process the payments so. but it'll be good to refresh my brain. it be fun I always wanted to schedule my coworkers shifts I cant wait lol.. idk I need to make some notes and memorize what to say at the interview when they ask me questions. I'm also waiting for McDonald's to get back to me so. hopefully one or the other I love both of them so. wish me luck everyone.. the game money ain't happening but my other game works but I was losing so I don't have the money for that game. I was hoping the free ones wouldn't be a scam but there's too many tasks to do. idk if someone could suggest to make it like Lyft and Uber because you could work all day and then cash out right after with no 5 dollar limit or anything. idk when there doing here but yeah oh well I'm just gonna have to work instead so. maybe in my next life I'll be a stay at home mom lol