me && my man are gonna get married within the year. I'm so excited. we were thinking of going to the courthouse to get married. I don't think we really have the money to have a big wedding. but yeah we decided we are gonna live in Hudson. I'm so excited. I love him so much. he's my best friend. I know in my heart he is my soulmate. So, I'm staying with him because he's the only one that gave me money and doesn't even get mad at me. so, I'm forever with him. I owe him my life. I can't wait for him to come home. he gave me some more money so I can get audible. I owe my man my life. I've never been treated so good ever. no man has ever done that for me at all. he gave me a lot of money. so I'm just waiting for him. but yeah he's gonna pay my courses. it's 49 I think anyways a month. we decided I'm going to get my Google certificate in IT automation with Python. it'll probably take me less then 6 months to complete. it's just I had to think because I realized you need a car to do project manager jobs to travel and my man said IT pays for you to travel and you can work remote. so I'm gonna have to go that way. but yeah I'm excited about it because I'll be able to do my course work whenever I want. but yeah he's gonna pay for it. but anyways I'm just chillin. I'm gonna look at some white dresses for our wedding. feel like looking for something. he even said my daughters can live with us. I wish they would. but yeah I am just thinking. I can't wait for us to get our place. me and my babe will finally be in Hudson. so excited. I hope my guardian and all them don't give me a hard time. I don't want to hear it anymore. I just want to move on with my life and live now. he's so special ya know. a good guy. that's all I ever wanted.