I'm about to be 46 and I feel like I'm to old to ugly and just to broken to be loved shitty thing is my Ex's have made me a great (at least I think so) a great boyfriend
so I'm almost completely blind I have about 40% of my sight left this is a recent situation but now I can't do The thing's I use to do, can't do most things now I'm bored and depressed how do I get out of thing funk