no one will ever care for what i do anymore, so i'm not going to do for anything myself at all, i don't want ever to do anything for myself in a stable way as possable
I'm just going to Except that i won't get anything else or for return, i'm not going to get my hopes up, because if i do, it's going to hurt more worse
i'm going to be trying to be regular for my whole Entire life, i cause to much damage taking my other side way far to much, i hate my whole entire life already, i don't need to hate more of it.