watching passions of the Christ. its what my mom watched every Easter with dad. i figured I'd watch it for her. my mom passed away last year so . I'm bummed out I think last year I didn't get to celebrate with her at Easter. I don't remember anymore. maybe it'll come back to me. but yeah just sad but having a good day. I need to refill my pill and idk what I'm gonna eat today. I'm not any good right now with buying food early except for thanksgiving. lol. holidays just isn't the same. I don't feel like celebrating it. but I put on my st patts shirt and took a picture but I didn't do anything that day I think. but yeah I'm gonna see what my best friend is doing. I think she said on Sundays it's her and her mans day to do stuff so I'll just be home. maybe my brother will get me. idk.. I think they don't feel like celebrating anything. I don't blame them ya know but yeah I think my kid and my brother are sleeping. I left them some voicemails saying happy Easter. idk I usually don't hear from my daughter til like late in the day.. I feel bad because I don't think she hangs out with family idk tho. my daughter doesn't tell me much stuff. maybe in person who knows. I hope she comes and sees me soon she said she was looking to see how much it was. I need her more then anything in the world. ya know. that's my pride and joy. but yeah I don't know today doesn't feel right. I usually text my mom in the morning and now I don't get to do that so.. dad doesn't talk to me over the phone or text he'll talk to me when I'm over. my dad is just something ya know. idk.. I love him with all my heart. I'm sorry he hates me for nothing. but whatever I'm just chillin watching the movie. after I'll probably go back to my music. idk maybe watch other Jesus movies. but yes don't forget Jesus died on the cross for us let's live for him and be family. but hope everyone is having a happy Easter. I know it's hard I'm alone in my room my roommates does even hang out with me. and idk if I'm hearing from my brother today. he stopped texting me yesterday but it was late I text him at 11 something. but I didn't ask yet.. so he's probably sleeping. well I'll be here if anyone wants to chat. ❤️