well, congrats to me I got a data entry job offer and they train. I have to be ready for 8 am. so I'm probably gonna have to reschedule my appointment. because she said to be available for 8 am. but yeah it's 40 an hour and it's 32 an hour while we train. so I am excited. I thought the email was a scam but I'm guessing it isn't. they sent me a job offer and I had to print it out. so idk. but I'm excited. anyways good things are coming. I'm looking forward to it. *fingers crossed* this is gonna be it. I'm just gonna reschedule my appointments this month. but yes I'm so grateful I was so worried about what was gonna happen to me and my daughters. but maybe the Lord is gonna send us good things now. I can't wait to give my daughter money she's been through enough I was go give her the world for everybody's mistake. idk what happened or how they talked to her but I am gonna do this for my babygirl. and my other babygirl too. I hope she's okay and doing good too. but yeah.. I'm really grateful to have this job. I hope it's legit. seems like it. but yeah nothing new. my man is gonna get me a phone and let me do all this stuff. I'm gonna pay off my debts and everything will be good again can't wait. my man and me started picking out presents for my daughter for her graduation. I can't wait. everything is finally coming together. I can't wait to take my kids shopping there gonna have such a good time. I'm getting my daughter gift cards to the mall and gift cards for make up. and I'm getting her a blanket a graduation scrap book kit and my babe and me were thinking of taking her and her friends to a theme park. I just got to talk to my guardian and let her know. I got to tell her I have a boyfriend. but umm I'm also gonna end me having a guardian now ya know. it's time to travel the world with my family alone. I've been so stressed because I can't ever do anything because of those people so I'm praying the the Lord the main big guy out there and begged him for his help. so I'm hoping all this is his good news. so I can't wait to see my daughter. my man has been sending me money for coffee and he let me get audible it's awesome. I got to take my best friend out for lunch it's nice. he also let me get her a present. I got her a few things because I felt like shit because I've never been able to buy them anything. I want to get her an iPad. there's nothing more fun then technology. but yeah I hope they don't give me a hard time. I think I'm gonna go to court and file to end me having a gaurdian sometime in the spring. I have to wait for my babe to get back from his trip. so, I'm sick to my stomach with worry thinking about it. like what if the judge makes me stay with these people. sigh I am excited for my freedom finally. I can't wait to move on from this. but they keep sending a letter to me saying I can go to court and end me having a guardian so I'm gonna do that. I think it's a good idea. I'll be able to travel more so. I'm gonna do it I might have to travel. so I have to prepare for this. it's what I wanted to get on my feet. you know I finally was able to do this for me and someone finally gives me a chance ya know so.. I need to my daughter starves from time to time. she needs me to have money for her. my daughter wants to stay in her state tho and go to college so. I was thinking of moving out there but I get homesick. I can go on vacation and go on a business trip for 6 months but i still get homesick but my daughter probably like it this way. ya know. she's 18 so when I was her age all I wanted was to be free and with my boyfriend and friends. so.. but yeah I am looking forward to being with my daughters. so wish me luck! I'm hoping this is a legit job. I did have a few ones that didnt work out because apparently they don't work there so idk. idk if I had the right place but he didn't email me back the next day. but things are changing out there in the world. they use every software and application so who knows you just got to take a chance and find out. but yeah this is good. 40 an hour is pretty good. 40 dollars an hour full time is pretty good and that is what I'm doing. so I'm gonna work for them for the rest of my life. I am excited.