well, had a good day at work... guess my boss has nothing for me for after the season.. so I'll just be looking for my remote job. times are finished. I'll always like the way he smiles though. it always reminded me that he was a special person. but yeah idk.. I'm single and I'm hot so idk why no one is trying to be with me. ain't it friggin sad... I'm tired of being alone.. I need someone hot to me.. I can't be with people that I can't like. I'm sorry ya know.. people probably think I'm a.stupjd bitch.. but I don't want them. I just want to smile again and have someone there for me. that chooses me over the kids ya know... I'm aggravated with all those fat hoes they never meant a single thing to me. just want to be happy again and have a reason to live... nobody wants me so.. idk.. I ain't even thinking of them.