well, having a good morning.. I'm bummed out because I think Edi dumped me without telling me.. he said he had to get a new phone the other night and he didn't text me at all yesterday. so idk.. I'm just done with all this. I can't get into a real relationship at all. 😔 idk what to do.. I've tried my best to be with someone. I can't like that many guys ya know.. I just can't fall In love with anybody. but yeah nothing new... I'm just gonna be working today. probably get a redbull I guess.. I need some energy. we are supposed to leave work at 4 today. it's freezing out it's supposed to be in the 30s today.. but idk . I'm just bummed out.. I was really hoping to get married.