well, I am glad I got my assistant manager job. I am very happy. I can't wait for orientation Monday and I can't wait to start training. and to learn all the softwares. that's gonna be nice. anyways I am just looking forward to this. I'm so excited to work from home. yay. this is amazing. but yeah nothing new just enjoying my new TV. I got myself a birthday present lol. but yeah I got another McDonald's coffee. it was a must for today. I'll probably won't be doing anything for my birthday. but yeah idk I didn't hear from my friend at all today. I hope she's okay. I told her there was something I had to do today and that was talking to my hiring manager. we were emailing each other all day. but yeah I hope she's okay. anyways idk I got to email my guardian again and see if I can see my people. they don't really let me do anything living with my roommates. idk. but yeah I need to be on my own. idk if I should though ya know

idk what to do should I end me having a guardian or should I keep them around to help me. like if my toilet breaks who the hell do I call the landlord? ya know lol.. I know biggest blonde moment of my life. like idk I can't afford a plumber. I need to learn anyways ya know so I'm experienced and built. but yeah idk I am just chillin. just got work on my mind. it's part time so idk how many hours I will be working but I'll find that out at orientation. we are doing video chat. so I'm glad I know why I'm going on my pattern I think I figured it was to find my job ya know. idk.. craziness. I do miss my daughters she hasn't really messaged me that much
she never does though.. I don't blame her though I couldn't be there for her growing up ya know. I would want to be on my own too. not talking to people. but I keep most of my best friends in my life and I'm looking to meet new people ya know who want to be in my life. but yeah a while ago I was talking to this guy Peter. he would treat me like a queen he said. I want to believe that. he's a little far tho. like few hours far away from me. I'm gonna have to say we would probably have to wait til I get my own place. but yeah Edi hasn't messaged me so idk if he has my number anymore maybe he was kidding when he said she's gonna take care of me. 😔