well, I am just chillin. just thinking. I'm mad I can't go see my daughter right now like her and me shouldn't be separated at a time like this. ya know I'm worried. so idk. I'm just thinking I should fly her down here ya know. idk. I really want to get a mobile home. just live there. it's something to experience ya know. I'd stay in Hudson it would be cheaper for my to do that. I feel like it's cheaper but I guess maybe it wouldn't matter. I want to stay in Hudson though. I ask God all the time if I can do that now. I want my daughters home with me ya know. id feel better. it could just be us 3 girls ya know. idk I just want to get my life together some how. make money some how so that way me and my girls are free idk. it's always been my goal but idk I can't get hired anywhere I must not be that well experienced to them or something I can run a store idk.. but Ive never been able to travel the world too. I want to go to Arizona and Florida. idk maybe I'd like to go to Vegas. I want to have my own money for the beach. id like to stay up there for a week ya know I've never been able to do that. I'm hoping my game money gives me 200 a day ya know I'd play 7 days a week that's 5600 a month. I downloaded this app where I can watch videos and make money. it's supposed to be real but I think all those people were liking scamming people. idk. but my other game send money to your PayPal I just made 150 from my slots game and redeemed it and i got it in an hour. so idk it says after the 24 hour review it'll send in 3 seconds so. *fingers crossed* I'm praying that I finally can just chill because my health is a lot and it's hard. I always need a cig anyways so.. I really got to just work from home and not have a boss for right now. so hopefully this will be the good news. and then I can just do that for the rest of my life. maybe in the next life I'll be able to work idk. I want to spend time with my family and friends anyways. and I have them my app so hopefully they make it too.