well, I am just thinking is it impossible right now to be with someone far away ya know. like should I ask my guardian if I can have a guy come over to nimas to hang out? I probably should see that. because this other guy I was talking to for a little bit loves 3 hours away from me. so I'm just trying to figure out where to go. because yeah idk.. I'm gonna wait to email her though because I had another question and emailed them earlier. the last guardian said I emailed to much like people need to shut the fuck up I got a lot of questions she shouldve been fired and people do nothing. I've delt with so many abusive people who talk shit there own way. it's so annoying. I can't even defend myself I don't think. but yeah besides the point the point was seeing my man. I'm seeing if Peter wants to actually be with me. and then I'll ask if he can come over. even tho my roommate is a little liar and says that it's not him that says I cant have anyone over when he specifically said to me he didn't want anyone coming here. so yeah but still.. im gonna see now if I can have my guy over. the other guy hasn't messaged me so idk if he changed his mind again ya know. so idk but again I'm excited I got my assistant manager job. I'll have plenty of money to pay off my debts now. and I can pay rent and get my food etc. and my smokes. so I am glad. I'm just wondering if I am gonna work 25 hours a week or 30. I'll find out Monday though.