well, interview went good. she didn't have any interview questions because I guess the computer crashed or whatever. but they'll let me know in a few days if they want to go forward with the hiring process. I hope it'll be good news and they will. anyways I am just chillin. I think I'm just gonna chill out. I don't feel good today again. idk. I need to order something. idk what to get. I got a new TV and a new dresser so. I am just bored. well sorta entertained I guess. idk. but yeah boredum. I feel it right now lol. but yeah I was hoping for a remote job so I can just relax at home but it ain't happening. idk why. what do you think the Lord's reason is for that? maybe he wants me to work harder idk. probably that. maybe get hands on experience at work. idk. I mean I love McDonald's and dominos ya know so I do want to work for them. but yeah I just figured the heavenly father would want me to work at home because of my situation. idk maybe he's having me go through all these other jobs to get to my remote job. I believe that's what he's really doing he's helping me get there that's probably why I don't feel good. but yeah I just applied to another job just in case. it's for a traveling company it's remote and they provide training it says but now that I've run into some jobs that say they train but then tell me over the phone that they don't I need to keep an eye out. sigh. I am praying its gonna be a weekly paycheck. anyways I'm reliable and flexible I am currently not working I just finished working for salvation army and am looking for my next position. I have my basic computer skills and I'm good with answering phones and communicating verbally and I have my writing skills as well so I don't know why it's so difficult maybe they were all jobs that don't train when they say they train so idk. but this is my goal I keep going for my dream jobs. I am looking for a good job tho that pays ya know so I can also get on my two feet and be on my own that's what I've always wanted ya know I don't want to suffer anymore and be poor I want to be able to pay my bills. and go see my daughters and have them come down ya know so idk. but this is it I feel it im getting something. idk..I know the boss man upstairs is gonna help me and my daughters be together. he'll talk to her and tell her to always call me and let me call her he's got to be doing that. I need my baby girls ya know. life without them is no life. I got to see them soon it's been 13 years.. ya know. but nope nobody offers to buy an airplane ticket neither but that's alright I want to do it myself and go see my kids. both of them are my everything. so I will do that soon. I just applied to another job just in case. I can do any of it honestly. idk a long time ago I even tried remembering dads all work I was going to apply there too. idk. but that's all the stores that don't hire me. I've tried CVS and everything else. walmart. I can't get passed the assessment test. and the Walmart I had to let go because it wasn't letting me do the assessment. so idk can't do that job if we can't get into the assessment. anyways I don't really want to work for Walmart on some sort of a level but I do at the same time. but I really want an office job ya know. I don't want to be a cashier they don't pay as much it's for kids going to high school. where they live with there mom and can get a car ya know
. I love it but I feel like I have too much skills and need to go for the bigger jobs it's been my passion since my teenage years ya know. those people are making the game money a scam there's too many thresholds idk I'd do that too if I could and work from home watching videos but there too many thresholds it should really be like Lyft and Uber with those game apps video apps we should be able to just take it straight out and that's not what they are doing. so idk. can't trust La Cali that's for sure. idk. idk where it originated from. id look it up but I'm not much of a detective. idk I wish I could speak to someone about it maybe we would be able to get it going if we could talk to the president. I think it's perfect honestly it would help because I'm sick. I'm a little better but im sick. I have my health issues. I want to spend more time with my family anyways nobody really wants to hire me I know it in my heart there's something wrong with the managers they don't see me. even though I can get someone there receipt and process payments. I wish people out here heard me out because I would love to make someone a millionaire even a billionaire. so idk why no one will use me because I'd love to do around handing out everybody games or video apps or something so they can get there money. does anybody care to get me out there for that? I have no money to travel to Cali to speak to the board or committee or to hunt down bosses in the acting field ya know idek if they can do anything about it. I need to help people and I have to help myself and my family I'm reaching out. idk why nobody leaves me a comment to let me know they are out there. we really should help each other out so the world is a better place I want to get people off the streets. I think people should care less if a person is going to do drugs that's there life there thing main focus we should get them off the streets so I think we should come up with games to to the president and have him put money through the games and videos and make it an actually fun job so we can all relax ya know there always saying on LinkedIn that there's no jobs or managers today don't want to hire. I think me and my people need to do this. my besties have no money I guess so they can't do this with me. if you read this message hear me out if you can do something about this with me.