well, just bored hanging out.. im posting this over and over on all my social medias. i need something to do. but yeah maybe I can go out tomorrow for a little while before work. i was gonna ask my coworker. but yea idk.. I needed a new partner in crime its time for that. ive been alone since 23 so I think its time. idk.. aint it sad God made me wait this long. its embarrassing I should've atleast dated like 5 to 10 men. smh. or be with my soul mate since 18. ya know. right? im a pretty chick.. idk what is wrong with all the men in my life. i mean I did sorta get with People but that ended bad.. like I cant even talk about it. but you know ive been through some shit. the old me used to think my kids dad was my soul mate but he's not. the me I am now is all about my man now. which we should've been simulates since 18. like my parents. but yeah idk... I can see my coworkers memories in my mind. we do love each other in there. he's a good guy. I see him in danger too. but yeah idk. it was so hard for me to ask his Facebook but I still couldn't find him. he said he doesnt always go on it. so im just gonna get his number. i need a friend to hang out with. he's pretty cute. he's older then me I think I got to ask him. since working there I haven't had time to. plus havent had the hours to work. but ill ask him today if he is there. but yeah idk I thought they were married he never mentioned anything though. but yea it be better if he weren't taken lol. but yeah idk.. im just hoping to have a ride sunday. and I hope I have a ride tonight when I get out at 7. my roommate bought beers so I know he's gonna be busy again today and tomorrow. he's always busy on the weekends.. i hope I can hang out with my friend so I have something to do soon. ive been waiting for another 3 years for someone. ive been through guys but idk its been some life.. my daughter gets cranky calls me mother or mama. I gave her some money to make her feel better. its what she needs is money. she's got a boyfriend i think they've been together for a couple months. i hope they take good care of each other. ill see if kev wants to go with me to Arizona idk.. i have a lot to talk about. but yeah I told him some stuff about my life. I hate talking about it. but he didnt judge me. but ill be back after I need a ciggy