well, just chillin. I'm seeing if we have time to go get the X-ray today for my back. I'm gonna try paying for it. I need to see how much it's gonna be. the doctor said it isn't that much. so I'll see. but yeah idk if I'll be able to do it. I won't have time to do physical therapy. so I am just hanging out... I don't feel good today. it sucks but yeah I got to go to woman's care January 22. I hope it'll be alright with my boss. idk i might wait til next month idk. but yeah anyways I am just chillin. I have to do some laundry so I think I'm gonna do that today. might close my eyes for a little. I don't think I can sleep though. but yeah I don't want to talk to any guys that say right off the bat that they want to do you know what.. ive decided that it's not for me. well, I got to take my meds.