well, just hanging out nothing new... just had a smoke.. I realize that nobody trys to make time for me... I have my boss and coworker though to go to church with and hang out. I hope she goes for a walk with me. that be cool to get into. I can't really walk for long because my lower back bone is popped out and it puts a lot of pressure on my back and I instantly have to sit in 10 minutes but a lot of times I can stand for an hour or 3 hours depending what I'm doing. I think I walked about canoby park for 3 hours without really sitting and I didn't have a smoke but I needed one unfortunately. but yeah I want to be in love and I want my one to be in love with me ya know. I hope I find somebody soon.. like my soulmate preferably. but yeah idk.. I am just bored .. waiting for my boss to text me. I met his wife at church she introduced herself to me. but yeah that's nice. happy for them. but yeah anyways idk..don't want to like a married man because I've never really been a ho ya know. never taken a man from another woman so. just ain't my style. but yeah I am hoping to at least meet someone that's nice and will spoil me because I really need that right now.