well, miss my love. I can't wait to meet him. he's the only man out of 13 years who has ever giving me money to help me out. I do appreciate him a lot. I'm lucky to have him. he's far away from me right now because of his job so. I am just waiting for him to come back. he wants to get to know me first before we even think about getting married. but that's what kids do ya know. but yeah I am glad I have him. it sucks he's always gonna be gone but at least we will be together ya know. but yeah I was kinda hoping he'd put me on his phone plan. lol. I would like that very much. love getting my pocket money. I can't wait. but yeah I hope my daughter will be alright. she said she's alright with me finding someone. so I hope she's okay. I wish it were the three of us and I know she said she doesn't want a dad but I just wanted her to have a father that loves her ya know. I miss my sweetheart. there both the best daughters I've ever had. Im sure my babe is gonna get us plane tickets to go see her so. that would make me so happy. I got to talk to him about it later on maybe after we meet idk if I should wait a month. don't want to scare him off he's a good man to keep.. probably going to hell for marrying an Asian idk. I'm gonna ask God to forgive us all though ya know hopefully he isn't mad. I feel like I've been burning when I go to church. lol but I'll be back some people are messaging me I'm trying to get clients so I can start making my money and help them with there trip.