you know I've never been able to dream about my soulmate. I wish I could see him in my mind. I've loved him for forever. been waiting to be in his arms since I can remember. I just keep hoping the next one will be him and that he'll be with me. I hang onto our love at each passing minute of time. Hoping God will unite us. ya know it's been hard having to be alone without my only love. I just pray that I still get to be with him. I hope he comes for me soon because I can't wait anymore. I want to but yeah nobody is trying anyways except for the pimps. I don't want them though. I just hope my soulmate whoever he is knows I've waited for him for years and I had hoped the Lord would give him to me. but he's not. I don't want to move on. he was my everything In my head.